I’ve become a possession of the nightmare. I don’t know how they’ve become so strong lately, but now it’s waking me up early in the morning and not allowing me to fall back to sleep.
This morning I woke up thinking I was on the phone explaining to my mom how my laptop had been stolen from my backpack. I woke up, I looked at my desk, and I got out of bed unable to sleep.
A few days ago, I woke up grabbing my neck because I thought a huge bee was stinging me. It was miserable, and now, I just want to never think about that feeling again, but I keep going back to it.
Thursday morning I woke up at 4:30am and didn’t get back to sleep until the next night, but cannot remember the dream which caused the awakening.
I don’t like them the least bit and I am hoping that putting them out here will somehow help me away from them.
Michael
I go through phases of nightmares, and it seems like I can’t shake having them until I forget that I’m having them, which is a challenge in and of itself.